2day i stay home whole day..
suppose happy....work so hard for 5 days..jus wait sat and sun.
but 2day weird weird one.
stay home alone for whole day...do nth..jus relax...
haiz...like my heart gt something...dun knw is wat..jus feel tat is not happy..
feel so weird...
am i bored?am i sad?am i ................
no idea reali.
come on.....i dun like tis feelings...
gonna enjoy 99 tis weekend.
Saturday
changes
i feel tat..i changed alot..
ppl wil try to adapt him or herself to enviroment.
lot ppl tel me tat i m ...
"冷峻孤傲"..reali?
mayb i less talk.
my mum also said tat..i start no complain..coz i hav no choice..so i try very hard to get used to it.
i dun talk much.dun smile,no facial expression.
i knw tats reali nt good...looks rude.
i wil try to change it.
but im glad i hav few real frens in office.v wil talk alot while lunch time.abt unhappy things..boss complain...customer things.
so i feel tat..at least..at least some 1 wit me..listen to me..whn i receive somethings unfair...
i long time no go out wit frens d.but stil happy tat..one of my fren stil wil come out whn i told tat i m bored,or i wan to eat something.
i admit tat i m mad..i like to do things sudenly...just follow my thought.coz tat me~!!^^
although v wil hav hard time..but do make urself happy...tats reali important..its make u become more strong to continue ur path.
Hate it
reali hate it ...
whn u dun wan cal ur fren out...they say suan liao..4 get me d.
if call...wil ans"sry,currently reali busy"
i think i won call ppl out again.feel fed-up..
...---F**K you!!