finally the day comes...
i work for half years d..wow..time passed reali fast..i graduate frm A-level half year.
i gain lot experience..tats 1st job in my life....erm..sometimes wil feel pressure..somestimes wil feel BORING ..but i do enjoy it.^^.coz i hav lottt funny colleague...
weekend jus passed..sunday i stay at home wit my dad...i watched Datuk Lee Chong Wei final match.tats reali great match..he is so profesional..and experience.and...rich!hahaa...jus not handosme onli la..my dad doing housework..and watching wit me too...v keep on chit chat..haha..love my cute daddy...he sayang me alot..and same as me.^.^
and finally i bought a large luggage bag~!..i chose polo..erm..at 1st i wan piere cardin..but tats no red colour..i need to match bk my lovely red and sharp hush puppies luggage bag~hehe..act i wan chose those not branded one..but quality reali make a diferences..and now having discounts...the polo one..present frm daddy .thanks daddy~~~:o)
last time i bought tat to korea one..is medium size..not enough lo.
gonna enjoy the last few days in bank...........and the office lady life~
left one week wit the bank.
First time
few days ago..i start to think alot of things...
i act work until end of jan...but i hope continue to work.
sometimes u knw..not everything u can chose..i hav no choice but to chose...
tats alot of obstacle..even need big boss meeting thn onli can let me stay.....big organisation..gt procedure..but my boss ,she s like ..i dun knw how to decribe..she wan me stay one year...i say yes coz..i stay almost 9 months
right after i say yes..agent call me..the language class start july..and is mon to fri..morning to afternoon.
now wat should i do???if i tel my boss i jus stay half year..i m sure i loss my job..
ppl sure ask...y i should stay there?i hav my reason.......
i hav to think in many way..not jus one side...erm.. lot documents need to prepare...even verified document.go another bank to hav a international acc...alot alot..
and tis and tat...all i need to handle myself...i m not complaining..overseas is my dream..i need to do it myself..my parents not helping me anyway..they r busy..
i jus hope some1 i can talk to...yea..everyone hav bf..they can relied on them..but i gt bundle of frens..but i m not in college ,secondary or wat..no frens beside me..cant like last time..gt wat problem..i wil jus tel them the next day..at least like tat i feel more relax..at least some1 wit me..some1 listen to me..
and my roommate not wit me anymore also..who i should talk to...secondary fren?....very very long time onli meet once..and all hav their love life...how about fren life?i reali dun knw..
i m facing comp to do work..but my brain is thinking my problem..i m headache...i m reali headache..1st time i headache whole day..panadol FAIL!
whn bk to home..some war is happened...brother argue wit my dad..thn my mum b the middle one...i m feel like..i m feel like whn i reach home no1 notice me is there..how sad am i...i feel reali reali lonely ..
i m not like others gals..can manja manja wit mum..,,i m reali helpless u knw..i dun knw how to do..i dun knw find who to talk to.......parents wil tot ..i can solve myself..i m mature enough...but i can tel tat..i m not...i need some1 2 to relied on also..i m jus a normal gal..i need ppl care of me..i need dad and mum listen wat i say..
i m tired.....1st time..i knw money is important..all those clothes..winter one..tat prepare to go russia..i buy 4 myself..luggage bag..the university registiration fees..all i paid...i need to buy laptop somemore..
renew passport need money also....they not going to pay me bk..they say i ald work..i pay 4 myself....u knw those plus together is how much?jus the registiration fees is 3000k..
feel like i m not like a small gal anymore..can think of whn my lover wil appear infront of me..i m so sad because he didnt reply my msg...this kind of stuff...i need to earn 4 myself..earn 4 my study..alot pro add up is a critical problem.ppl wil say..local study thn u no need pressure..sry to say..the cheapest fees is 250 k=my russia fees,eat,hostel,and everthing.
the 1st years need to take loan....i m stil nt yet decide wat loan i should take..the interest is very very high..i told myself..after tis..i wil more appreciate wat i get...the 2nd years i wil get shcolarship...i hope i can do it..NO!..i must do it! my previous study life..is like leapk life..i didnt spend all my time study..i do regret..
seriously..i admire those ppl parents pay tuition fees 4 them..settlle evrything to them..even result not gd..nvm.. can retake ...even100 times..
diferent ppl hav different of life rite..jus can play ur role well in ur life.
i start to like tis blog..i can write watever i wan to say..happy..not happy...sad...dissapointed..angry..at least i no need wat aso keep it myself.
*nostalgia*....(thinking of last time)
"hey yx..i jus read ur blog also lo.."haha..tats personally talking to my ex-roommate..
i wil miss my roommate very much also leh...act ucsi i search b4 for medic course lo..almost 300K..haiz..my dreams is overseas study..but sometimes i m thinking tat i so bu se de er...
i cant cal u all come out sing k d ...cant come out for gai gai...
i saw the pic tat my roommate post at blog..i so miss tat time leh...i reali 1st time stay outside..and stay wit a staranger(at 1st ma)..thn i cant believe tat..i m so lucky..i get a good roommate(i mean gd is crazy like me one,hahaa)coz ho... ..i easy get boring..and i love to play..and love to talk! esp..whn find the right ppl..means which i can relied on..i wil tel watever i think..i did..
rewind last time....v reali soooo crazy leh...some A-level students tot v r lala u knw..esp the chicken fei cai..v like to play and like to laugh out loud..does not means tat v r stupid..and is LALA ok..
u see...v so guai guai de look..which part is lala..ehleh..buta la org gila tu...
whn bk to hostel,v do study very very hard....and tiba-tiba..v wil start talking..thn cant stop d..hahahaa
thn ....v love to take pics!!!
neh...study halfway..so tired leh....thn start talk.if not fall asleep thn cham...i aso stand up and take pic d..keke~
some pic reali sooo funny..esp those curi curi take one..haha..lecture class,eating,outing,in room,go gym,b4 go swim..canteen...lot lot..gt chance thn wil take pic..haha..
b4 go swim~~our fixed look..(eh,who s style is tis ha?i almost 4get tim)
remember whn after dinner..v wil go walk walk around the hostel area one..thn wil talk rubbish..coz tats the only time v came out onli..after tat v wil bk and study lu..
i call her turn bk during walk walk time..thn tats my hand...quite =.= ho...
and i remember gt one nite..v jus go out and take pic..tats why my tarc hostel life album..so many pic..hahaa..and sometimes whn she go to toilet..feel tat outside strong wind..thn wil ask me go walk walk (coz tats reali tired ,stay in the room study 4 so many hours.....)
v reali gt lotssss memories la...v reali see each other frm morning to nites..more thn my parents also leh.go lunch,dinner together..sleep and go class together..study together..my A-level senior also said tat hard to meet someone tat can b sooo fren..roommate and classmate..
she is the one tat i wat also tel one..coz after tel...she wil giv me coment..and thn she wil tel bk me her things..tats so great u knw...sharing sharing ma..feel like no secret..^^
although v not same university ..but i m sure tat v wil keep contact ..:o)..frenship wil stay 4ever one ma ~^^..
i m reali reali looking forward our ipoh trip..and whn andrew come bk malaysia de plan~!!
10th january 2011
time flies....ald the 10th day of the new year>2011..
2years ago..i start my A-level ....move to hostel..which is a strange enviroment..
2day sudenly..i watch back my favourite idol music video..tvxq....let me feel tat..i m slowly become an adult.
u knw..exam stress..i always listen their songs..since pmr..spm...A-level..and now..i m going to start my course in sep..
one step by one step....seriously..it is not near...tats reali ALOT up and down along these road.....now i seems like saw abit shadow ....tats make me stay stronger compare last time...
wondering......10th january 2012..wat wil i doing...stil fb-ing??blogging??
heard ppl said..fb going to closed at mac..the owner is stress..need enjoy life..coz jus 27 years old..
oh no....pls dun do tat...i wil lost all my contact...u knw fb is a good way to knw my fren life..through status..photo...and lot being overseas.........handphone totally no use..
one of my primary fren jus left...go to uk also...haiz..is reali sad..seeing fren leaving me one by one.feel tat..our life..cant b like last time ..although can meet whn bk..but tats jus few days..i reali enjoy those days tat wit my college fren,primary fren go yam cha..dinner...talk rubbish..go shooping mall.
i stil remember my fren b4 leave..i told him..mayb v wil hav about 7 or 8 years didnt meet..or even longer..hope someday v meet,v both become sucessfull ppl..
and he feel so sad..i also thinking...whn on the way to airport...those feelings reali hard to explain one..feel like leaving ur daddy ,mummy..ur home..and everything...
oh ya..yesterday i went for undang test,,i sit there for 4 hour..thn onli my turn to take exam..swt..and i sit there ald sleep for 2 hours d lo..stil hav to open my eyes to wait another 2 hours..shit
i get 49/50.......actually i hope to get 50..everyone also aim perfect ma..
tis few days reali fall asleep at office..my fren said"woi,dun sleep leh..work ah..must observe u..and wake u up whn u fall asleep.">.<..wah others reali cant understand how tired am i..i reali hope to sleep 99 for few days..
Bk frm korea~!
finally..tis is the 1st post after i bk frm korea..
erm..dun knw why..i feel very very tired..after i bk to korea..i even sleep in office..and boss place is jus beside me..can imagine how dare am i..haha..
wil write more detail about my korea trip next week la..
korea reali is a wonderful country..the view....ppl ...food..is totally diferent wit malaysia..some ppl is very very gt manner..but some very very rude..i learn alot in tis korea trip..see,understand..knw.. lot things..
i even saw something reali Special.....tis impressed me..wil update soon~^^
and my fren and i quite happy..lot korean ppl praise our korean language is very gd..even ask us isit go for class to learn one....wah..tis make me reali happy..me and my fren investigate korean word and language for 4 years..finally v get tat standard~!yeah~
dun knw why..sudenly..lot ppl also asking me ..isit comfrim go russia..my ans ofcourse is yes..i knw..definitely wil homesick..but thn tis can let me b more independent..b more mature..and i can take tis chance to visit tis big big world..
oh ya...curently all fren around me all hav bf lo...ofcourse i also wan..haha..coz i get bored of my life d..but i won take tis things to play play one.although my mum always tel me..important is the guys personalities gd..and bla bla..
i knw..the guys personalities is important..but need to see overall..i m not mean tat the face ..leng zai 4 me is jus to see..not to love..erm..i hope meet someone in school?
mayb..i hope to meet in university....those feelings reali diferent..go gathering wit his fren..and he sometimes go wit my fren..go breakfast together..giv encouargement to each other whn v gt some..obstacle..sounds great reali..
but future..who also cant predict ...jus goes on ba...if god ald arrange wil meet..thn tat wil happened...
ok..i need to sleep lu..2moro gt work again..sien~!!!!!!
act i ald 4get about my blog d de lo..jus the roommate~~~(yx tee)demand...so i write somethings tat i reali wan to expressed ba.
coz..i reali gt lot things to write..haha~