Best friend

actually..wats the defination of best fren??

for  me ,best fren is someone who is very very important to me.

had  good and bad times together..and whatever happened.. wil right beside each other.

even not beside each other,wil giv encouragement to each other.

even though ..busy wit our own things..but stil keep in touch..

whnever meet..stil can burst out laughing..

frenss hav very important place in my heart..important thn my boyfriend.tats truth.

i cant even sure i can love him 4ever.and ofcourse i never promise to my bf those "rubbish".

ppl wil said...bf is much more important..bullshit..one of my fren said..whn break up..who wil  beside u?ofcourse is frena and family.

so pls,dun too sure tat ur bf wil right beside you 4ever.

world is changing..everythings might change.nothing is impossible.

back to best frens topic ...

whn...i get to knw tat...my best fren keep something frm me..but everyone knw tat long time ago..tats reali hurt me.

i knw...she mayb scare i cant accept it.coz she knws me well.

but tats reali hurt..everyone knws tat..but ur best fren -me....dun even knw tat....

such a fool u knw..

frm tat seconds start..dun knw why..i  m like...quite dissapointed wit her.

*Angel*

recently...a ppl  like angel..

he s appeared whenever i need ppl help..

seriously..i m sooo suprise..

2day whn evening,i reali feel so tired d..coz lotss things to do..if didnt finish i cant go bk..

my heart thinking tat..how great..if i hav  a cup of hot tea...

and he reali giv me hot tea.

thn whn i reach ground floor ..saw tats heavy rain outside...although i fast enough to finish my job..no use..stil tak sempat..

thn i was standing outside of my building..observing isit gt bus..if gt i hav to run to across the road..(i hav no umbrella)

suddenly..tis ppl came behind me..wit a umbrella..

thn he talk lot wit me..thn i tumpang his umbrella..

wow he is a good guy..good personalities..reali like a man..gentlemen..

wonder if in my future..can meet some1 like tis..i think tats the most lucky things in my life

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The guy

A guy leave last friday...

i dun knw how to descirbe my feelings...

is like...everything stil the same..but ..is like..left something else.

stil remember i 1st time saw him...he reali giv me a deep impression.

his formal clothes always diferrent...and cant denied tat he is smart.nt handsome,but smart.

i think i won 4get him..he is the one tat appear in my boring life..and make me did lot things tat i never did b4..which against my rules.

he is a special guy 4 me.a perfect guy.

i everyday stil the same...work work work...earn earn earn..save save save...

but he ald start his new life...he start his course d.

i do admire him.............


hope all the best to him in future..~^^

*Miss My Korea Trip*

wah...i miss my korea trip so much leh..everyday also think tat...how gd..if i can stay longer in korea.

erm..now i think i m gonna write details abt my wonderful korea trip..

24,dec2010

tis is my korea trip malaysia leader.elley..she helping us to check in our luggage ..^^..

waiting our flight...

our departure card~~korea immigration wil collect it once reach custom.

jus boarding~~

settle everything d..(put luggage d)^^

the troli time..so expansive leh..the milo i wan order one..1 cup 3 in 1 milo..5 bucks.=.=''

lunch time~^^the chicken rice not bad.

after 3 hour .....v seems saw abit snow, v feel so happy leh.....v think tat mayb jus passed by china gua..the pilot said wil pass by vietnam,hongkong,taiwan,china..thn korea..if  not mistaken..

after 4 hour....saw sunset ald..^^..and feel cold..so v took out our warm jacket.

after 6 hour flight..................the sky out there is dark~~~

the pilot announced tat..in short while wil arrive incheon airport..wow...tat time i reali ssooooo happy leh...is reali tired...sit for so long...and sleep and wake up few times d.

incheon airport~!!!!!!

arrive arrive~~~!!!!yeah..i stil can remember tat feelings...soooo great...place tat i dream also hope to reach ...finally..i step into it..

while waiting the train to the luggage hall...

in train..so tired..until my eyes bengkak..>.<

meet one of my tourmate..and help us take pic at baggage claim..while waiting the korean tourguide.

out frm korea custom..tats the hall~~~~~all artist came out frm here...haha..feel sp happy leh me...^^
while waiting the korean tourguide..ofcourse i didnt let go any chance to take photo..^^

tat is the korean tourguide...speaks mandrain very well..she said she study at taiwan and china b4~~~

my fren start investigate the map~~~haha

settle down at hotel...love tis pic..like poster..haha..
but tats nt the end..v r not going to sleep..although is 11.30p.m...v gone through soooo many obstacle thn onli arrive our dream place..how can  v jus watse one nite like tat ~hehe..

v get down and take photo..s realiiiiiiiii cold..-18 degree celcius..tats the receptionist said..i went up to my room to change my jacket..coz tis canot tahan..and bring a ticker grove.

tis is the best pic v took..v took almost 20 pic..but tats toooooo cold..our face very weird..v even keep run here and there and even jump..too strong wind until cant breath...

after a while..saw my korean tourguide,bus driver and his frens..they so shock..whn saw us..coz is reali late..but v stil taking photo..and said tat..v so geng..can tahan "these " temperature..jus to take photo..kekekke..

the china town..near incheon airport..our hotel jus near by airport...v plan to go there one..but those shop all CLOSED!korean ppl sleep so early one..>.<....

and once i on the tv..there r lottsss korean drama..and korean advertistment...so syok lo..love tis.hahahha..

tats end of the 1st days..the next day v woke up at 6 lo...7 need to ride up the bus..tats lot pic i didnt post to fb....but wil show here.^^

to be continue................

Alone

now i m alone at home..seriously i hate tis feel.

i m scare..i m realii scare..i  hate alone...ppl wil said"alone at home so good,can do wateve i wan".

but i alone at home ald 3 years..last time my bro stay hostel..and my grandpa and grandma move out.

everyday live in frighten mood..cant sleep well..even take a nap at afternoon.whn my dog barked..i hav to wake up immediately and take a look .

i hate my mum so much.she always go out wit my bro.thn left me at home.thn i go out wit my frens..thn she said i always go out..

jus now she said.."i ald teman u whole day isit not enough"...i feel so hurt u knw.....teman me watch drama..or talk wit me isit tat boring..last time i wan my grandparents to come bk..but tis house is not mine..i cant say anything.

whn i was young..my grandparents teman me always..eat,go school.sleep..do homework..last time sudenly i alone at home everyday until 10 p.m....i m reali feel uncomfortable...

seriously..i very very very admire my fren tat parents always wit them...admire their mum prepare lunch for them..whn bk frm school...admire their mum send them go and bk frm school.i so admire tis type of life...although i no chance to hav these...but next time i wil do my very very best for my children...

mayb ppl wil say i always complain..but i m not complaining...i jus say out wat i feel...words and thought frm my heart.

i always late bk home coz of OT...is reali tired no doubt..and i hav nt much time to do my own things..suft net...and others..and once i suft longer bit..i not enough time to sleep..thn whn work wil feel sleepy...

although i dun like tat late to bk home..but i wil feel great too...i at office..but not alone at home.

whn rain heavily..and thunder and gt lighting...i feel so comfortable at office...does not feel scare...and even chit chat wit my collegue how the raining..bla bla..

everything gt plus point..and ofcourse bad side too..


i like a phrase.."jus hang on,u 'll be there soon"...

frenss not beside me to cheer me up..thn i hav to cheer myself rite..haha~everyday also a great day.jus depends how u make ur day.

Shit

is reali quite unhappy to b planner..

i said tat tis year last cny in malaysia..although i m not celebrate cny..but i do hope to meet my frens.

i contact all of them.

one of my fren and i plan for so long...thn another one said..homework..exam...ok...i chose another day..thn said is after cny d ..wan b4 cny...i m like.."oh shit"~!!!

thn another side..comfrim  all the date d..sudenly .........no need  say also knw rite.

sometimes i feel quite unhappy wit tat....my mum keep ask me which day i free..coz even i dunwan celebrate..i hav to go my mum sis,brother house also....is manner.

they all sudenly change tis and tat..i m reali hav no idea..i m not in gd mood d.. reali like..i dun knw how to say..is jus like..wtf.

Chinese New Year

tis year new year i didnt celebrate like the pass few years.coz tis year is the 1st chinese new year tat without my grandpa.

peoples wil ask"eh,u bought ur cny new clothes d?"

or like "eh,u bought all the things d?like biscuit,drinks and others"

i jus can ans like.."oh,haven,but mum wil settle it"..or like"clothes i bought d"

but i didnt buy any new clothes..i m not in cny mood seriously..but tis is the last new year in malaysia..coz i think after i start school i won come bk to hav cny..plane ticket expansive,and jus got 3 weeks holiday.jus wil bk at summer break.

so tat..even i m not in the mood..i also try very hard to msg all frens to hav gathering... my secondary,college frensss,said as cny gathering..and i aso try to spend time with my family as much as i can..

now i continue to work..the last few days.(stil in new year).i reali sooo upset and angry..my boss wan to see me.and talk alot to me in meeting room.

she said tat i didnt care my image,walao,..i jus ask her wat u mean by image pro?
she said i always go toilet..and i came bk late 5 min frm lunch..
and she even said..gt cctv cal me dun go lepak...(wat a funny sentences)

i jus shoot bk her....u go and check ur staff 1st..b4 u come and complain me..i go toilet alot times??wtf is tat..her staff go 30 min ..but i went jus 5 min
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even say i hanging around at stairscase...i said i use the stairscase to go downstairs toilet..coz everytime our floor full..u can ask one of the officer,he saw me go toilet but nt lepak,and i jus cal her to check her staff probaly..b4 come complain me..her officerss always go down and buy milo,kopi...

very funny tat...she ans me..."erm,tat one i dun wan bother"so obvious ,she wan tahan..dun wan lose..

isit very obvious tat she jus buli me?i m new i knw,..but not too obvious tst u  buly-ing  me ok..

where i go
wat time i go for lunch
wat time i come bk
i go toilet how many times
EVEN where i go for my lunch.

she also wan bother...i feel so "wei qu"..she even told me..pplsss r observing..so i hope u show improvement..and if stil receieve complain..thn v dun wan take u..coz u in progession period..
sry to say....i bk and check my letter d...I IMMEDIATELY BE PERMANENT STAFF..DO NOT REQUIRED TO HAV PROGESSION PERIOD..

well..u cant do anything to me..she even tel me the year end rating..bla bla bla..come on..few more monts i m going to say bye bye to tat place..4ever also won bk to tis SHIT place.

u wait and see.after i get wat i wan..i wil resign..tat time i wan u to knw tat..i m not easy to let ppl bully..they  tot i reali wil work permanent there..coz they tot i fail to go study...hahaa...well well...gd gd..continue ba..

my mum soo funny ..she said "she bully-ing u..said to be fair..call those ppl tat complain u to sit here also..fair rite..dun keep say ALOT PPL COMPLAIN...ALOT  ALOT...cal big boss come also..u dun work also nvm one rite".act jus one ppl say onli..she wan said like tis..make me feel scare..excuse me..i m not liitle gal ok..


after resign wil gt interview one..lets see wats my complain outcome..


i wan stay there work,coz the salary reali very gd, is above the market price.and no choice i hav to earn as much money as i can.everythings need money.overseas need lotttt money...but i won giv up..tats my dream.




and i hav to say thankyou to tis job also....teach me alot of things...now i even more and more sure tat i wil sucess in my field ..~no matter how hard..how tired..