im sick with my life...

i m jus reach home..now is 9.05p.m..as usual i bk wit my mum 2day..and i didnt talk much to her..coz i m so tired..and headache..i m reali feel sick of my life..

everyday catch 6.45 a.m bus..if i miss it....i hav to wait 7.30 a.m bus..and hav to finish my work as fast as i can to catch bus also...people wil said..why don't u take ktm...yes,ktm is an alternative way ..bt thn after 6.30p.m..kl sentral there wil have aloottt ppl..and my dad nt free to fetch me bk ..


everyday facing computer..make me headache..ofcourse suft net is different..coz working need focus..if i did wrong,wil affect others ppl one.this called team work rite?2day i feel like time passed sooo slow..and hav a weird feeling...not hungry..not sleepy..wat also not...bt thn...feel like WANT TO BACK HOME..

my mum even told me wan to buy things,called me wait..and do my things 1st..my face changed..becomed so moody.my officemate wendy..she like know tat i m not happy to stay more a little while in office..she said"why?u hav to wait ur mum ah?she late again?"i ans her with reali moody face.."ya lo,she said wan to buy things,bt thn i m reali so tired ald"..se replied me with a smile said"nvm la,i also bk 7.00 p.m++ ma..together bk wit me lo"..reali thanks ...4 giving me ..a cheerful speech?haha..bt thn sry to her also..i m quite moody tat time..sometimes i m reali hard to control my face expression ..especially..very angry and very happy..


after i start work..i always questioned my mum the same thing...."mi,whn onli 2011 sep?i want start school as fast as possible!..i wan go russia as fast as possible..i dun wan to work~"and everytime..for sure..my mum wil ans me "very fast one..jus b patience..u now gt salary..isn 't very good?u can buy watever u like"...and i wil become very very serious and said .."i love study..i love exam..even want me to get 100 mark in exam..i also nvm..coz study is nth..compare to work"..i m not mean tat working is very hard..jus working is boring...and i m doing a job tat is not my field..and ofcourse..relationship can b a problem..always heard ppl complain tis one..and complain tat boss ..tis and tat..and i m jus 19 years old..i m still not ready yet to  jump into tis complicated society..

i don't like my life now~!is meaningless...


mon wait fri..thn wil b my lovely weekend..well..i enjoy lot..bt too bad..jus 2 days...
4 some ppl..ofcourse they enjoy working...they have family..after work..thn can play wit son or daughter..and dinner wit husband and wife..chit chat..and watch tv together..sounds sweet rite?bt..thn stil not my level yet...


i chose to become doctor..ofcourse not because of money....money..4 me ..enough 4 living...thn is ok ald.meaningfull life...tats wat i wan..v jus can live once in a life ..so i hope to do something ..tat is meaningfull ..and something tat i reali like..bt not feel boring..

i miss exam~! i miss lecture~!..exam exam exam...

well...u can say i m mad...coz i reali dun like to work..student life suit me the best!

 y u wan to hav same thinking,ambition..wit me..and  have a criteria tat i like the  most..