Time flies...

erm..stil remember half year ago..found his name ..found tis perfect guy fb.

now ald half year..saw he jus celebrate aniversary wit his gf..time reali flies..

suddenly feel tat..how gd isit..if got a guy love me like i do...

everyday missing each other..write sweet words to each other wall..

a guy let u feel tat he won let you go..no matter wat happened....he giv u a feel tat he wil lov you until the day he die..a honest guy...

although those feeling and words is reali sucks after u break up...

whn in a relationship hav to b serious...not play play..but sometimes..v cant b so naive...whn u cant sure he or she is the last person to u..dun giv everything...at the end..jus U crying alone in the night....feel hurt thn dying...

obsession...

seems like...i abandon my blog long time ago...

i dun hav the mood to write..and mayb i m lazy...

act...i feel very very tired..not those physically tired..

something cal tired in"heart".....seriously..一个人撑真的很辛苦..

my parents thought i m mature enough to handle everythings..include problem..sadness..dissapointment..

but i m not..i m jus a normal gal ,a very very simple gal..i need ppl encourage too.not jus me..everyone need encouragement.

"nvm,i 'll be there for you."...like tis encouragement.. is very precious..and valuble thn anythings for me...

last week i m reali very very down...

but i hav no one to talk too....i m not mean tat i hav no true frens..

but no one is with me...study break fren..enjoying...studying fren..hardworking-ing...at tat time i was blur..very very blur..转回头时,....发现原来.......没人在我身边.

i jus wish someone to talk wit..but everyone is busy....i knw.i understand..everyone hav their lif.e.i cant demand ppl always beside me one..

after i work..i learn lot of things...i try smth i never try b4..

like..i was very sad..and abt to cry on the spot..but i m facing my comp doing things.boss and colleague all beside me..

wat to do??jus act like nth..like normal..is reali very 难受...

wan cry but cant..feel headache..but need to continue work..to talk fun wit my colleague..stil hav to face my boss wit fake smile..

last time..i headache..i jus bk home or hostel..i won let myself in so suffer situation..if i wan to cry..i jus cry out..like wat i did in my pre-u life..( i mean in hostel la)

and recently..lot lot and alot of problems comes to me..i m reali sucks in handle problem..i mean problemsss...i can b very frustrated compare to anyone..

but at the begining..i sure wil cant tahan..and feel exhausted ..for sure..coz everytime..my parents leave me alone..

i m tired ..reali very tired..i dun like tis kind of life...i hate ppl tot tat i m very matured!!i hate tis...!!i need ppl giv comment me also..i need ppl help also~!..i hav feelings too.i dun wan fake life...i dun wan alone..i dun wan lonely feel...i wan bk my happy life~!

my parents...sucks..i knw they very pressure..working.... earn money....

so fine...i m not going to blame them..i jus release my feelings onli...

hey mum,although i didnt 撒娇 to u..since i 13 years old...but i m stil  a gal tat need ppl care ok~a daughter tat need mum's love....i m always the one tat tel u dun worry..but i myself worry thn u and dad..


i knw she won saw wat i write..jus syok onli la~~release the words frm my heart..

sometimes i do blame the god..why ..why ...put me in tis tradisional family..need to overcome sadness tat others ppl do not hav.......b a gal in tis family...need to b very strong..i mean very very..in order to protect myself......

but thank god too..i saw lot wonderful things in tis world..and i reali enjoy lot too..

Saturday

2day i stay home whole day..

suppose happy....work so hard for 5 days..jus wait sat and sun.

but 2day weird weird one.

stay home alone for whole day...do nth..jus relax...

haiz...like my heart gt something...dun knw is wat..jus feel tat is not happy..

feel so weird...

am i bored?am i sad?am i ................

no idea reali.

come on.....i dun like tis feelings...

gonna enjoy 99 tis weekend.

changes

i feel tat..i changed alot..

ppl wil try to adapt him or herself to enviroment.

lot ppl tel me tat i m ...
"冷峻孤傲"..reali?

mayb i less talk.

my mum also said tat..i start no complain..coz i hav no choice..so i try very hard to get used to it.

i dun talk much.dun smile,no facial expression.

i knw tats reali nt good...looks rude.

i wil try to change it.

but im glad i hav few real frens in office.v wil talk alot while lunch time.abt unhappy things..boss complain...customer things.

so i feel tat..at least..at least some 1 wit me..listen to me..whn i receive somethings unfair...

i long time no go out wit frens d.but stil happy tat..one of my fren stil wil come out whn i told tat i m bored,or i wan to eat something.

i admit tat i m mad..i like to do things sudenly...just follow my thought.coz tat me~!!^^

although v wil hav hard time..but do make urself happy...tats reali important..its make u become more strong to continue ur path.

Hate it

reali hate it ...

whn u dun wan cal ur fren out...they say suan liao..4 get me d.

if call...wil ans"sry,currently reali busy"

i think i won call ppl out again.feel fed-up..

...---F**K you!!

Best friend

actually..wats the defination of best fren??

for  me ,best fren is someone who is very very important to me.

had  good and bad times together..and whatever happened.. wil right beside each other.

even not beside each other,wil giv encouragement to each other.

even though ..busy wit our own things..but stil keep in touch..

whnever meet..stil can burst out laughing..

frenss hav very important place in my heart..important thn my boyfriend.tats truth.

i cant even sure i can love him 4ever.and ofcourse i never promise to my bf those "rubbish".

ppl wil said...bf is much more important..bullshit..one of my fren said..whn break up..who wil  beside u?ofcourse is frena and family.

so pls,dun too sure tat ur bf wil right beside you 4ever.

world is changing..everythings might change.nothing is impossible.

back to best frens topic ...

whn...i get to knw tat...my best fren keep something frm me..but everyone knw tat long time ago..tats reali hurt me.

i knw...she mayb scare i cant accept it.coz she knws me well.

but tats reali hurt..everyone knws tat..but ur best fren -me....dun even knw tat....

such a fool u knw..

frm tat seconds start..dun knw why..i  m like...quite dissapointed wit her.

*Angel*

recently...a ppl  like angel..

he s appeared whenever i need ppl help..

seriously..i m sooo suprise..

2day whn evening,i reali feel so tired d..coz lotss things to do..if didnt finish i cant go bk..

my heart thinking tat..how great..if i hav  a cup of hot tea...

and he reali giv me hot tea.

thn whn i reach ground floor ..saw tats heavy rain outside...although i fast enough to finish my job..no use..stil tak sempat..

thn i was standing outside of my building..observing isit gt bus..if gt i hav to run to across the road..(i hav no umbrella)

suddenly..tis ppl came behind me..wit a umbrella..

thn he talk lot wit me..thn i tumpang his umbrella..

wow he is a good guy..good personalities..reali like a man..gentlemen..

wonder if in my future..can meet some1 like tis..i think tats the most lucky things in my life

.

The guy

A guy leave last friday...

i dun knw how to descirbe my feelings...

is like...everything stil the same..but ..is like..left something else.

stil remember i 1st time saw him...he reali giv me a deep impression.

his formal clothes always diferrent...and cant denied tat he is smart.nt handsome,but smart.

i think i won 4get him..he is the one tat appear in my boring life..and make me did lot things tat i never did b4..which against my rules.

he is a special guy 4 me.a perfect guy.

i everyday stil the same...work work work...earn earn earn..save save save...

but he ald start his new life...he start his course d.

i do admire him.............


hope all the best to him in future..~^^

*Miss My Korea Trip*

wah...i miss my korea trip so much leh..everyday also think tat...how gd..if i can stay longer in korea.

erm..now i think i m gonna write details abt my wonderful korea trip..

24,dec2010

tis is my korea trip malaysia leader.elley..she helping us to check in our luggage ..^^..

waiting our flight...

our departure card~~korea immigration wil collect it once reach custom.

jus boarding~~

settle everything d..(put luggage d)^^

the troli time..so expansive leh..the milo i wan order one..1 cup 3 in 1 milo..5 bucks.=.=''

lunch time~^^the chicken rice not bad.

after 3 hour .....v seems saw abit snow, v feel so happy leh.....v think tat mayb jus passed by china gua..the pilot said wil pass by vietnam,hongkong,taiwan,china..thn korea..if  not mistaken..

after 4 hour....saw sunset ald..^^..and feel cold..so v took out our warm jacket.

after 6 hour flight..................the sky out there is dark~~~

the pilot announced tat..in short while wil arrive incheon airport..wow...tat time i reali ssooooo happy leh...is reali tired...sit for so long...and sleep and wake up few times d.

incheon airport~!!!!!!

arrive arrive~~~!!!!yeah..i stil can remember tat feelings...soooo great...place tat i dream also hope to reach ...finally..i step into it..

while waiting the train to the luggage hall...

in train..so tired..until my eyes bengkak..>.<

meet one of my tourmate..and help us take pic at baggage claim..while waiting the korean tourguide.

out frm korea custom..tats the hall~~~~~all artist came out frm here...haha..feel sp happy leh me...^^
while waiting the korean tourguide..ofcourse i didnt let go any chance to take photo..^^

tat is the korean tourguide...speaks mandrain very well..she said she study at taiwan and china b4~~~

my fren start investigate the map~~~haha

settle down at hotel...love tis pic..like poster..haha..
but tats nt the end..v r not going to sleep..although is 11.30p.m...v gone through soooo many obstacle thn onli arrive our dream place..how can  v jus watse one nite like tat ~hehe..

v get down and take photo..s realiiiiiiiii cold..-18 degree celcius..tats the receptionist said..i went up to my room to change my jacket..coz tis canot tahan..and bring a ticker grove.

tis is the best pic v took..v took almost 20 pic..but tats toooooo cold..our face very weird..v even keep run here and there and even jump..too strong wind until cant breath...

after a while..saw my korean tourguide,bus driver and his frens..they so shock..whn saw us..coz is reali late..but v stil taking photo..and said tat..v so geng..can tahan "these " temperature..jus to take photo..kekekke..

the china town..near incheon airport..our hotel jus near by airport...v plan to go there one..but those shop all CLOSED!korean ppl sleep so early one..>.<....

and once i on the tv..there r lottsss korean drama..and korean advertistment...so syok lo..love tis.hahahha..

tats end of the 1st days..the next day v woke up at 6 lo...7 need to ride up the bus..tats lot pic i didnt post to fb....but wil show here.^^

to be continue................

Alone

now i m alone at home..seriously i hate tis feel.

i m scare..i m realii scare..i  hate alone...ppl wil said"alone at home so good,can do wateve i wan".

but i alone at home ald 3 years..last time my bro stay hostel..and my grandpa and grandma move out.

everyday live in frighten mood..cant sleep well..even take a nap at afternoon.whn my dog barked..i hav to wake up immediately and take a look .

i hate my mum so much.she always go out wit my bro.thn left me at home.thn i go out wit my frens..thn she said i always go out..

jus now she said.."i ald teman u whole day isit not enough"...i feel so hurt u knw.....teman me watch drama..or talk wit me isit tat boring..last time i wan my grandparents to come bk..but tis house is not mine..i cant say anything.

whn i was young..my grandparents teman me always..eat,go school.sleep..do homework..last time sudenly i alone at home everyday until 10 p.m....i m reali feel uncomfortable...

seriously..i very very very admire my fren tat parents always wit them...admire their mum prepare lunch for them..whn bk frm school...admire their mum send them go and bk frm school.i so admire tis type of life...although i no chance to hav these...but next time i wil do my very very best for my children...

mayb ppl wil say i always complain..but i m not complaining...i jus say out wat i feel...words and thought frm my heart.

i always late bk home coz of OT...is reali tired no doubt..and i hav nt much time to do my own things..suft net...and others..and once i suft longer bit..i not enough time to sleep..thn whn work wil feel sleepy...

although i dun like tat late to bk home..but i wil feel great too...i at office..but not alone at home.

whn rain heavily..and thunder and gt lighting...i feel so comfortable at office...does not feel scare...and even chit chat wit my collegue how the raining..bla bla..

everything gt plus point..and ofcourse bad side too..


i like a phrase.."jus hang on,u 'll be there soon"...

frenss not beside me to cheer me up..thn i hav to cheer myself rite..haha~everyday also a great day.jus depends how u make ur day.

Shit

is reali quite unhappy to b planner..

i said tat tis year last cny in malaysia..although i m not celebrate cny..but i do hope to meet my frens.

i contact all of them.

one of my fren and i plan for so long...thn another one said..homework..exam...ok...i chose another day..thn said is after cny d ..wan b4 cny...i m like.."oh shit"~!!!

thn another side..comfrim  all the date d..sudenly .........no need  say also knw rite.

sometimes i feel quite unhappy wit tat....my mum keep ask me which day i free..coz even i dunwan celebrate..i hav to go my mum sis,brother house also....is manner.

they all sudenly change tis and tat..i m reali hav no idea..i m not in gd mood d.. reali like..i dun knw how to say..is jus like..wtf.

Chinese New Year

tis year new year i didnt celebrate like the pass few years.coz tis year is the 1st chinese new year tat without my grandpa.

peoples wil ask"eh,u bought ur cny new clothes d?"

or like "eh,u bought all the things d?like biscuit,drinks and others"

i jus can ans like.."oh,haven,but mum wil settle it"..or like"clothes i bought d"

but i didnt buy any new clothes..i m not in cny mood seriously..but tis is the last new year in malaysia..coz i think after i start school i won come bk to hav cny..plane ticket expansive,and jus got 3 weeks holiday.jus wil bk at summer break.

so tat..even i m not in the mood..i also try very hard to msg all frens to hav gathering... my secondary,college frensss,said as cny gathering..and i aso try to spend time with my family as much as i can..

now i continue to work..the last few days.(stil in new year).i reali sooo upset and angry..my boss wan to see me.and talk alot to me in meeting room.

she said tat i didnt care my image,walao,..i jus ask her wat u mean by image pro?
she said i always go toilet..and i came bk late 5 min frm lunch..
and she even said..gt cctv cal me dun go lepak...(wat a funny sentences)

i jus shoot bk her....u go and check ur staff 1st..b4 u come and complain me..i go toilet alot times??wtf is tat..her staff go 30 min ..but i went jus 5 min
.
even say i hanging around at stairscase...i said i use the stairscase to go downstairs toilet..coz everytime our floor full..u can ask one of the officer,he saw me go toilet but nt lepak,and i jus cal her to check her staff probaly..b4 come complain me..her officerss always go down and buy milo,kopi...

very funny tat...she ans me..."erm,tat one i dun wan bother"so obvious ,she wan tahan..dun wan lose..

isit very obvious tat she jus buli me?i m new i knw,..but not too obvious tst u  buly-ing  me ok..

where i go
wat time i go for lunch
wat time i come bk
i go toilet how many times
EVEN where i go for my lunch.

she also wan bother...i feel so "wei qu"..she even told me..pplsss r observing..so i hope u show improvement..and if stil receieve complain..thn v dun wan take u..coz u in progession period..
sry to say....i bk and check my letter d...I IMMEDIATELY BE PERMANENT STAFF..DO NOT REQUIRED TO HAV PROGESSION PERIOD..

well..u cant do anything to me..she even tel me the year end rating..bla bla bla..come on..few more monts i m going to say bye bye to tat place..4ever also won bk to tis SHIT place.

u wait and see.after i get wat i wan..i wil resign..tat time i wan u to knw tat..i m not easy to let ppl bully..they  tot i reali wil work permanent there..coz they tot i fail to go study...hahaa...well well...gd gd..continue ba..

my mum soo funny ..she said "she bully-ing u..said to be fair..call those ppl tat complain u to sit here also..fair rite..dun keep say ALOT PPL COMPLAIN...ALOT  ALOT...cal big boss come also..u dun work also nvm one rite".act jus one ppl say onli..she wan said like tis..make me feel scare..excuse me..i m not liitle gal ok..


after resign wil gt interview one..lets see wats my complain outcome..


i wan stay there work,coz the salary reali very gd, is above the market price.and no choice i hav to earn as much money as i can.everythings need money.overseas need lotttt money...but i won giv up..tats my dream.




and i hav to say thankyou to tis job also....teach me alot of things...now i even more and more sure tat i wil sucess in my field ..~no matter how hard..how tired..

left one week wit the bank.

finally the day comes...

i work for half years d..wow..time passed reali fast..i graduate frm A-level half year.

i gain lot experience..tats 1st job in my life....erm..sometimes wil feel pressure..somestimes wil feel BORING ..but i do enjoy it.^^.coz i hav lottt funny colleague...

weekend jus passed..sunday i stay at home wit my dad...i watched Datuk Lee Chong Wei final match.tats reali great match..he is so profesional..and experience.and...rich!hahaa...jus not handosme onli la..my dad doing housework..and watching wit me too...v keep on chit chat..haha..love my cute daddy...he sayang me alot..and same as me.^.^


and finally i bought a large luggage bag~!..i chose polo..erm..at 1st i wan piere cardin..but tats no red colour..i need to match bk my lovely red and sharp hush puppies luggage bag~hehe..act i wan chose those not branded one..but quality reali make a diferences..and now having discounts...the polo one..present frm daddy .thanks daddy~~~:o)

last time i bought tat to korea one..is medium size..not enough lo.



gonna enjoy the last few days in bank...........and the office lady life~

First time

few days ago..i  start to think alot of things...

i act work until end of jan...but i hope continue to work.

sometimes u knw..not everything u can chose..i hav no choice but to chose...

tats alot of obstacle..even need big boss meeting thn onli can let me stay.....big organisation..gt procedure..but my boss ,she s like ..i dun knw how to decribe..she wan me stay one year...i say yes coz..i stay almost 9 months

right after i say yes..agent call me..the language class start july..and is mon to fri..morning to afternoon.

now wat should i do???if i tel my boss i jus stay half year..i m sure i loss my job..

ppl sure ask...y i should stay there?i hav my reason.......

i hav to think in many way..not jus one side...erm.. lot documents need to prepare...even verified document.go another bank to hav a international acc...alot alot..

and tis and tat...all i need to handle myself...i m not complaining..overseas is my dream..i need to do it myself..my parents not helping me anyway..they r busy..

i jus hope some1 i can talk to...yea..everyone hav bf..they can relied on them..but i gt bundle of frens..but i m not in college ,secondary or wat..no frens beside me..cant like last time..gt wat problem..i wil jus tel them the next day..at least like tat i feel more relax..at least some1 wit me..some1 listen to me..

and my roommate not wit me anymore also..who i should talk to...secondary fren?....very very long time onli meet once..and all hav their love life...how about fren life?i reali dun knw..

i m facing comp to do work..but my brain is thinking my problem..i m headache...i m reali headache..1st time i headache  whole day..panadol  FAIL!

whn bk to home..some war is happened...brother argue wit my dad..thn my mum b the middle one...i m feel like..i m feel like whn i reach home no1 notice me is there..how sad am i...i feel reali reali lonely ..

i m not  like others gals..can manja manja wit mum..,,i m reali helpless u knw..i dun knw how to do..i dun knw find who to talk to.......parents wil tot ..i can solve myself..i m mature enough...but i can tel tat..i m not...i need some1 2 to relied on also..i m jus a normal gal..i need ppl care of me..i need dad and mum listen wat i say..

i m tired.....1st time..i knw money is important..all those clothes..winter one..tat prepare to go russia..i buy 4 myself..luggage bag..the university registiration fees..all i paid...i need to buy laptop somemore..

renew passport need money also....they not going to pay me bk..they say i ald work..i pay 4 myself....u knw those plus together is how much?jus the registiration fees is 3000k..

feel like i m not like a small gal anymore..can think of whn my lover wil appear infront of me..i m so sad because he didnt reply my msg...this kind of stuff...i need to earn 4 myself..earn 4 my study..alot pro add up is a critical problem.ppl wil say..local study thn u no need pressure..sry to say..the cheapest fees is 250 k=my russia fees,eat,hostel,and everthing.

the 1st years need to take loan....i m stil nt yet decide wat loan i should take..the interest is very very high..i told myself..after tis..i wil more appreciate wat i get...the 2nd years i wil get shcolarship...i hope i can do it..NO!..i must do it! my previous study life..is like leapk life..i didnt spend all my time study..i do regret..

seriously..i admire those ppl parents pay tuition fees 4 them..settlle evrything to them..even result not gd..nvm.. can retake ...even100 times..

diferent ppl hav different of life rite..jus can play ur role well in ur life.

i start to like tis blog..i can write watever i wan to say..happy..not happy...sad...dissapointed..angry..at least i no need wat aso keep it myself.

*nostalgia*....(thinking of last time)

yeah~!!!is friday again...working peoplessss like tis day very very very much..and ofcourse i m the one~!


"hey yx..i jus read ur blog also lo.."haha..tats personally talking to my ex-roommate..

i wil miss my roommate very much also leh...act ucsi i search b4 for  medic course lo..almost 300K..haiz..my dreams is overseas study..but sometimes i m thinking tat i so bu se de er...

i cant cal u all come out sing k d ...cant come out for gai gai...

i saw the pic tat my roommate post at blog..i so miss tat time leh...i reali 1st time stay outside..and stay wit a staranger(at 1st ma)..thn i cant believe tat..i m so lucky..i get a good roommate(i mean gd is crazy like me one,hahaa)coz ho... ..i easy get boring..and i love to play..and love to talk! esp..whn find the right ppl..means which i can relied on..i wil tel watever i think..i did..

rewind last time....v reali soooo crazy leh...some A-level students tot v r lala u knw..esp the chicken fei cai..v like to play and like to laugh out loud..does not means tat v  r stupid..and is LALA ok..

u see...v so guai guai de look..which part is lala..ehleh..buta la org gila  tu...


whn bk to hostel,v do study very very hard....and tiba-tiba..v wil start talking..thn cant stop d..hahahaa
thn ....v love to take pics!!!

neh...study halfway..so tired leh....thn start talk.if not fall asleep thn cham...i aso stand up and take pic d..keke~


some pic reali sooo funny..esp those curi curi take one..haha..lecture class,eating,outing,in room,go gym,b4 go swim..canteen...lot lot..gt chance thn wil take pic..haha..

 b4 go swim~~our fixed look..(eh,who s style is tis ha?i almost 4get tim)



remember whn after dinner..v wil go walk walk around the hostel area one..thn wil talk rubbish..coz tats the only time v came out onli..after tat v wil bk and study lu..

i call her turn bk during walk walk time..thn tats my hand...quite =.= ho...






and i remember gt one nite..v jus go out and take pic..tats why my tarc hostel life album..so many pic..hahaa..and sometimes whn she go to toilet..feel tat outside strong wind..thn wil ask me go walk walk (coz tats reali tired ,stay in the room study 4 so many hours.....)

my art~!!!!..hahaha..



v reali gt lotssss memories la...v reali see each other frm morning to nites..more thn my parents also leh.go lunch,dinner together..sleep and go class together..study together..my A-level senior also said tat hard to meet someone tat can b sooo fren..roommate and classmate..

 after p.malam..v went jusco~~toilet la tis..

i like the pic tat v wear lab coat ..looks profesional..hahaa~and the last pic is bk frm p.malam,thn take pic in hao car~looks cool ho..kekeke~


she is the one tat i wat also tel one..coz after tel...she wil giv me coment..and thn she wil tel bk me her things..tats so great u knw...sharing sharing ma..feel like no secret..^^

although v not same university ..but i m sure tat v wil keep contact  ..:o)..frenship wil stay 4ever one ma ~^^..

i m reali reali looking forward our ipoh trip..and whn andrew come bk malaysia de plan~!!

10th january 2011

time flies....ald the 10th day of the new year>2011..

2years ago..i start my A-level ....move to hostel..which is a strange enviroment..

2day sudenly..i watch back my favourite idol music video..tvxq....let me feel tat..i m slowly become an adult.

u knw..exam stress..i always listen their songs..since pmr..spm...A-level..and now..i m going to start my course in sep..

one step by one step....seriously..it is not near...tats reali ALOT up and down along these road.....now i seems like saw abit shadow ....tats make me stay stronger compare last time...

wondering......10th january 2012..wat wil i doing...stil fb-ing??blogging??

heard ppl said..fb going to closed at mac..the owner is stress..need enjoy life..coz jus 27 years old..

oh no....pls dun do tat...i wil lost all my contact...u knw fb is a good way to knw my fren life..through status..photo...and lot being overseas.........handphone totally no use..

one of my primary fren jus left...go to uk also...haiz..is reali sad..seeing fren leaving me one by one.feel tat..our life..cant b  like last time ..although can meet whn bk..but tats jus few days..i reali enjoy those days tat wit my college fren,primary fren go yam cha..dinner...talk rubbish..go shooping mall.

i stil remember my fren b4 leave..i told him..mayb v wil hav about 7 or 8 years didnt meet..or even longer..hope someday v meet,v both become sucessfull ppl..

and he feel so sad..i also thinking...whn on the way to airport...those feelings reali hard to explain one..feel like leaving ur daddy ,mummy..ur home..and everything...

oh ya..yesterday i went for undang test,,i sit there for 4 hour..thn onli my turn to take exam..swt..and i sit there ald sleep for 2 hours d lo..stil hav to open my eyes to wait another 2 hours..shit

i get 49/50.......actually i hope to get 50..everyone also aim perfect ma..

tis few days reali fall asleep at office..my fren said"woi,dun sleep leh..work ah..must observe u..and wake u up whn u fall asleep.">.<..wah others reali cant understand how tired am i..i reali hope to sleep 99 for few days..

>>

Bk frm korea~!

finally..tis is the 1st post after i bk frm korea..

erm..dun knw why..i feel very very tired..after i bk to korea..i even sleep in office..and boss place is jus beside me..can imagine how dare am i..haha..

wil write more detail about my korea trip next week la..

korea reali is a wonderful country..the view....ppl ...food..is totally diferent wit malaysia..some ppl is very very gt manner..but some very very rude..i learn alot in tis korea trip..see,understand..knw.. lot things..

i even saw something reali Special.....tis impressed me..wil update soon~^^


and my fren and i quite happy..lot korean ppl  praise our korean language is very gd..even ask us isit go for class to learn one....wah..tis make me reali happy..me and my fren investigate korean word and language for 4 years..finally v get tat standard~!yeah~




dun knw why..sudenly..lot ppl also asking me ..isit comfrim go russia..my ans ofcourse is yes..i knw..definitely wil homesick..but thn tis can let me b more independent..b more mature..and i can take tis chance to visit tis big big world..

oh ya...curently all fren around me all hav bf lo...ofcourse i also wan..haha..coz i get bored of my life d..but i won take tis things to play play one.although my mum always tel me..important is the guys personalities gd..and bla bla..

i knw..the guys personalities is important..but need to see overall..i m not mean tat the face ..leng zai 4 me is jus to see..not to love..erm..i hope meet someone in school?

mayb..i hope to meet in university....those feelings reali diferent..go gathering wit his fren..and he sometimes go wit my fren..go breakfast together..giv encouargement to each other whn v gt some..obstacle..sounds great reali..

but future..who also cant predict ...jus goes on ba...if god ald arrange wil meet..thn tat wil happened...

ok..i need to sleep lu..2moro gt work again..sien~!!!!!!

act i ald 4get about my blog d de lo..jus the roommate~~~(yx tee)demand...so i write somethings tat i reali wan to expressed ba.
coz..i reali gt lot things to write..haha~